Cus nobody does it better than B.B.M

This post is totally random.



Neh neh ni poo poo......
i don't care if you like me. i'm gonna fart in your face anyways.



this is what i'm talkin about...
I don't do no work. I click the mouse and burst bubbles.




So step over me dude, this is where i'm gonna crash t'night.  

 

get me outta this fugly get-up. I rule the world just the same without this tacky crown.

I'm a ONE MAN SHOW, y'all!





Back to work :(



Been experiencing the worst of my PMS this month. if i've had any issue with controlling my emotions, then it has officially hit the level below rock bottom now. i need to find the better part of me desperately, i need to be in control cus i am pissing myself off every single day for the past week for throwing bitchfits. I can hardly keep up with myself and i do irrational stuff that i attempt to rationalize later on, but fail. I can do better than using the same disgusting line of "oh it must be my pms". i secretly roll my eyes everytime i say that. it's the lamest excuse ever for a hot-tempered person like me.

i need to breathe. and i need to stop being mean to my boyfriend. i'm truly sorry for being such a pain :(

oh well, there are greater things in life to celebrate for than the coming of my period... Like having a ball of a fun time at MG with the kids and everyone else :) it's like a home away from home.

Looking at the kids (though i'm not much older than some of them) reminds me of a time many years back. I really don't know what i was doing with my life then. I didnt like it when asked about my plans in life. I swear it's harder than an algebra question. But looking at them, they're all doing what they like and there's so much passion. but to be honest nobody really asked us what we really wanted to do before. all of us were just floating in our own little bubble of comfort, going in the exact same direction that leads to a supposed successful life..which we probably won't realise how scary it can be until we get there. but that's all good, floating is happiness for us. that's innocence. We'll probably be happy when we arrive, but we'll all look the same in the end - worn, resolved and practical. that's what most of us are now i guess, not that we're already 40 and dying but it's just sad to see some of our peers being sucked into this mean cycle of corporate slavery yet are surprisingly resolved to that fate.

we all know how society makes us conventional and complicated people. we read about it everyday. but we also know that it's not the end of the world :) we can still dream at 30, 50 or 80. we just need the guts to..and the determination to follow through. and if you're that lucky, you'll find someone who values and protects that for you :)

..and i can safely say that i'm one of the luckiest around :)

2011; resolutions & sinful desires

New Yeaar's eve was quite a blast. Daddy gave us a last min half-day off on Friday and off we zoomed to MBS :D That was after a hearty feast prepared by our very own cooking mama (Ruxin) :P We had Home-made buttered pasta, Caesar Salad, Roasted chicken and Tiramisu..just to name a few. Mighty Yummy!! Peacy and i were SO FULL we could hardly move. So instead of joining the crowd, I had a fantastic time jamming in the hotel room with jiayi lim, Fefe and Bee. The view from mum n dad's room were uber awesome with a full frontal view of the bay and all. We had smaller rooms cus of the very obvious fact that the place was gravely overcrowded. the view wasn't fantastic cus we were facing the back overlooking the flyer. Still, we were happy at least we got a room each and we had so much fun hanging out together and dining at RISE with my cousins. All i can say is that i'm truly blessed this year. I'm happy... actually, more than happy!

Peacy and Ruxin!

As for resolutions, I'm having this hilarious recollection of how i destroyed that hand-written piece of resolutions i wrote halfway through last year. so funny. i can never comply with regulations even those set by myself. I need a human-regulator in my life :) and i don't mean my parents. lol.



Neverthelesss, i'm gonna attempt again this year :)


Matty's 2011 Resolutions

I ; STOP IMAGINING THAT I AM RICH. In laymen terms, i shall attempt to save more money. I shall not tap into my reserves every other month and I shall learn to live within my means, after setting aside the savings. first one already soooooooo difficult :(

II ; PRETEND LIKE I LOVE MY JOB. It's an open secret :) I loathe it. BUT, for the love of my great father and maybe for the benefit of all mankind I shall attempt the impossible of selfless sacrificion again. Endurance. Zeal. and a hell lot of patience is required... i'm just kidding. On a more serious note, i just wana make my dad happy. It's that simple :) and it doesn't hurt to try.

III ; LIVE. HEALTHY. self explanatory :) Hello Bee!!!! this applies to you too! Less green tea, supper and oily food!!! and when are we going to start jogging together?

IV ; CCE -- I hope this is going to be a breaking year for us :) been throwing in a lot of exciting ideas the past weeks with Bee. But first off, we need consistent buying trips to keep things going. Oh! and clearing ex-stock for the last trip :P it's about time i put my heart into it.

V ;  HONOURING THE DIVINE 'Fs. I never knew it's such a tough thing to do. For the Family it's not so bad cus ample time is spent over the weekends at home with my folks..those are enjoyable family time on entire Sundays...The best part is, I love Bee's family too :D Friends wise... that's the tough part. Apart from the seamless assimilation of my bestest friend and boyfriend, i'm still unsure about the rest. It always seems like there's not enough time for the rest. In fact, we hardly get enough of spending time alone for now...and it's not like it's a bad thing :) but like i said, it's only when you walk the talk that you finally understand the difficulties. I shall offer my humble apology to those i dissed for neglecting friends for love. i feel you now...totally. hahhahaa. but but but, i'm not gonna just sink into the situation, i'm gonna work hard for the friendships i care about too, esp for my JMs and NAIS. I still do heart you all with whatever's left of my very divided attention. So...please don't give up on me yet, kay?

VI ; LOVING & BEEIng LOVED. I know I'm not the most perfect girlfriend in whole wide world... there's still this immaturity in me that has to be corrected...the paranoia and impatience. Also, i should try to stay awake at the movies from now on :) hahahaa.

..for all the hardwork and efforts invested, there's got to be some form of accompanying rewards right :)

LOL.

behold my list of SINFUL DESIRES fro 2011! ahahhahahaaa..





PROENZA SCHOULER, Patent PS1





MULBERRY French Purse in Black Drummed Patent



 or

Chestnut soft Sponge

MULBERRY Charm Bracelet in Gold Metal



MULBERRY Edie Bracelet in Black Heavy Grain



MULBERRY Bow Friendship Bracelet in Black Waxed Cord





MULBERRY Bayswater Phone Charm


i know i know.... i'm such a sucker for MULBERRY.





TIFFANY & Co 1837 Ring Titatnium in Midnight

 

TIFFANY & Co Double Ring Necklace









I think i just busted Number 1 on my resolutions list. oopsie :P