First day stepping back into the Port since a week ago and i was pleasantly welcomed by many many familiar faces. It's like they truly feel happy seeing me there, though part of me knew too well that they probably NEEDED a break from an exceedingly high level of male testosterone. Nonetheless, much as i dread the long hours and dubious accomodation, i'm pretty pleased with being back here again (:

How many women out there is willing to kill for my spot? :P Probably another week of slogging before bidding farewell to ACTINIA. My virgin project with the company. I'm gonna miss all the sexymen here. LOL.


That aside, i've been recieving lotsa comments about my new haircut. Some are not very flattering but hell, i already CUT! --it's short and bouncy, just the way i like it (: The most odd comment should be that i look like i'm married. lol.


Anyhooow one thing's for sure it's always good to know you've been missed when you're away, right? I'm a happy girl for now (:

to live with, or without

i feel that at this point, i'm being confronted with a very difficult question.Can i live with or without?
I can... of cus continue like how i've always been for years. It's easy. I have a life, and a good one.
But my heart is singing a different tune. I know the saying.."time will tell", of cus it will but i'm an ever-changing Gemini. I need assurance, constant reminders and confirmation of what i am and where i stand, to pull me back down on earth and not drift far from where i'm suppose to be. It's a very peculiar way to describe myself but this is who i am and it's by no means a sign of low self-esteem. And even though i do feel guilty for enjoying this uncertainty, i'd rather not.

Finally. Decided to start a brand new blog for obvious reasons ----

1) Sick of the old template. Finally found it a complete eyesore..the color..layout, everything.

2) It's about time i start something new. fresh. I need a closure, an end to a phase i'll always remember. Fond/Bad memories all-bagged-up and under my bed for now.

3) I'm hoping to document things differently from now on. Less angst, more love?

One thing's for sure and remains constant:

I still have my feet on the ground, I just wear better shoes (:

So, for STARTERS...

My 24th Birthday

A year on, a year older and many many more counting. Funny how i'll always decide that from this day forward, i shall blah blah blahhh...and it never happens. If i could name just one change, ok maybe that'll be completely phashing out Korean-dramas. that's about it. In retrospect, so many wrong turns, so many mistakes... yet so much love from the ones i love too (:

You probably have seen them in facebook but here are some of my faves.

 

  

All you lovely people

and most of all

YOU<3

Poor Limsie is stuck in a whirlwind of chaos across the border. She's a sinking ship for now but hell, i know she'll be able to brave through that. Just because she's stronger than me. In so many ways.

one more month.